A difficult week but ok in the end

 

This week was a really difficult week because of work. I mentioned what happened at the end of last week. That hung heavy on me. 

Obviously at work people had other priorities than myself. Which is totally understandable, but I just wanted to clear the air and talk things through. It had got to Wednesday before I had the opportunity to start talking about it.

By the Wednesday I was actually in a better place. In a bad way I'd spent the previous 5 days thinking of every potential outcome from the situation. However, it did mean that I'd come up with solutions for every one of those potential outcomes. The best thing about this was that I've now also defined what the next step of my working life will be, when that starts. Its something I'm actually extremely excited about.

I need to write it down so I can start thinking it through properly, so when the time is right (or necessary) I can move at speed. I've even been on AI trying to come up with a name. Though to be honest every name it's come up with so far would end me up in prison. It seems to be obsessed with coming up with names that have already been taken by activists or private armies! (I kid you not).

Then on Thursday I had the opportunity to talk things through properly and the outcome was actually at the least bad end of the scenarios I'd been thinking through. In fact the least of the least bad end.

I'm not going to go into any more detail here. I spent enough time going through things in my head during the week. But for now I continue as I am. There's no point going into the ins and outs of everything and then saying.... so nothing changes. So I'm not going to!

To be honest all of that chewed up most of the week. It was a sad week, but I didn't have the energy to do much other than think things through.

At the weekend husband and son went to Birmingham to look around the University. I don't think they liked it as much as last week's, well certainly husband didn't - it's son's decision though.

I spent the weekend doing my chores and husbands chores - he had afterall given up his weekend to take son to Birmingham.

So this ends up as one of the most boring blogs I've written for a while.

Basically it sums up as - I did chores and worried.

Weather cooled down, it was a perfectly lovely week. This week's picture is a rainbow over the sea after the first rain in days. Lovely. Photo doesn't do it justice.